Mass yesterday (which, was, incidentally, a weekday) included
red cassocks for the acolytes, a stirring homily on the courage and fortitude
of St. Margaret Clitherow, and Latin chant. This last was supplied by me. The
former two items were courtesy of the visiting priest.
Before the final blessing, Father thanked everyone for their
reverence, recalling a time when the very demeanor of Catholics and their
behavior toward the sacred caught the attention of non-Catholics, and made them
want to follow our faith. He prayed that such a day would come again, and
encouraged us to keep on as we were doing. Then, after Mass, he thanked me for
wearing a veil.
“I did not grow up in the Catholic tradition at all,” he
said, “but I have always found that passage of St. Paul one of the most
beautiful parts of the Bible, in that line where he says, ‘because of the
angels’.”
He was referencing 1st Corinthians 11, where Paul
instructs that men should uncover their heads for worship, while women should
cover their heads. He offers a theological argument for this, and then,
seemingly out of the blue, says “because of the angels.”
I told Father that I had never understood that particular
line. I understood the part preceding it, which had, in part, motivated me to
start veiling in the first place. But that fragment of a sentence had always
baffled me, as though it did not fit. I did quite a lot of research on that
passage later, and none of the commentators I read seemed to have any logical
explanation either. Some attempted one, but others echoed my thoughts that it
just didn’t seem to fit. None seemed to think it important to the overall
passage.
The best explanation I had found so far was that the angels
are present at every Mass, and they would be scandalized to see a woman with
her head uncovered, symbolically flouting the natural order that a woman is to
be subject to her husband. It was as though St. Paul was saying, “if you won’t
do this because it’s the right thing to do, do it because you’ll make the
angels cry if you don’t.” It seemed a weak argument on Paul’s part, and weak
arguments are not his characteristic at all-at all.
Father proceeded to explain how he understood it. “It is
because when the angels look down from heaven on a veiled woman, they see not
the woman’s glory, but the glory of God, and that gives them joy.” This was
basically the answer I had found, but turned upside down. Or rather,
right-side-up. And when you turn something right-side-up, it starts to fall
into perspective.
I got a mental image of the veil reflecting the
glory of God by concealing my womanly glory. If, to paraphrase a Paulism from
another place, I die to myself, then I can live in Christ. If I hide my own glory,
then I can show forth God’s glory—to my neighbors, to my coworkers, to my fellow-parishoners,
and even the angels, who dance with joy when they see it.
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